Shifting Gears
The Nicholas Wilton free workshop ends as the first week of March closes and, what with that end plus my choosing to shift gears away from my CutUps series plus a confluence of non-art demands bombarding me, I feel at a loss in my art-making.
I go into my studio, wander around, fumble, make marks in my journal, wander back out, wander back in, paint over things, cut out shapes, make fingerprints on a panel from several years ago, talk with Sylvia about not knowing which end is up in my art.
After a few days, something taps me on the shoulder and says, Hang on just a sec, what’s this talk of feeling at a loss? What’s this story you’re telling yourself?
Which is to say, NOW SEE HERE!
Suddenly, it becomes clear to me: I’m not at a loss. In fact, I’m living my biggest best dream for my art!
• Getting messy?
• Painting every day?
• Opening to surprise?
• Connecting with others?
• Saying hello to I don’t know?
Once I recognize the above, the one missing bit of my dream clicks into place:
• Having fun?
Good thing I spoke my dream out loud yesterday. I was the one most needing to hear what I had to say.

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