In reflecting back on any history I might have of drawing or painting faces, I made reference a few days ago to replicating a self-portrait originally drawn for the cover of my kindergarten report card.
I painted an update some 60 years later, with two thoughts in mind. The first was to make a gift for my mom for her 86th birthday, something uncomplicated to express my love. Two months after her birthday she experienced a stroke that landed in the lap of her advancing dementia, and she moved to a nursing home. From the time of that birthday until her death eight months later, I made sure the framed painting was perched near her as a way to hug her when I wasn't present in person.
The other impetus behind that particular self-portrait was that the original conveyed such apparent ease of expression, confidence, and lack of self-consciousness, three feelings I wanted to develop as a no-longer-five-year-old painter. Ironically, for many reasons, the act of replicating was not one of ease, confidence, or lack of self-consciousness; I was very deliberately paying attention to detail and fussing to get the copy right!
But that impetus to loosen up persisted. Enter Amanda Evanston's The Art of Abstract Faces course, a frank invitation to go wild! The kindergartner in me is revived!
| birthday gift for Mom 2015 |
| detail used for online profile picture |





