What could they do?
What could I do with them?
No way to know but to press them into service and follow their lead.
I felt mostly flummoxed as I started this piece. The experience felt flat. On the surface. Mechanical, if you will. A hand moving water and color over paper with a brush.
I didn't feel the inward reverberation of expressing myself—although, really, what else could it be that I was doing?—until I picked up my Bic pencil, Neocolor water-soluble crayons, and Posca paint pen.
Then, using my watercolor base on the page as a prompt, I felt animated, intuitive, in flow, present, in direct conversation.
Scribble, scratch, dot, dab, done.
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| Preoccupied with Light and Shadow and the Regular Business of a Summer Morning 4.5x6"; watercolor, pencil, and water-soluble crayon on watercolor paper abstract 2018 |









