On my nightstand:
It is not that suffering will end. As far as I can tell, the one thing we can count on is that everything we are counting on is going to fall through under us. I will never welcome the feeling of falling through the floor. But I believe we are falling through into God or something—but not nothing.
—Polly Berrien Berends, Coming to Life
On my easel:
OMG, I am so well practiced in suffering!
But I know the reason I paint is that painting offers me practice in finding ways to go along with this process of falling through into God.
I get considerable practice.
I need considerably more.
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Not Nothing 1.5 x 6" bookmark; acrylic, ink, and Stabilo pencil on watercolor paper abstract 2023 |




